March 2011
245 posts
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You should have let those things been known MUCH...
February 2011
393 posts
I have never known with so little doubt that I am...
I feel more alive than I have ever felt. The world is really finding every way to pull me in right now.
I'm in love, just haven't found you yet.
Wrote a song about this once upon about 5 years ago. Guess I’m back to square one. I know now how amazing it is though, how amazing it can be.
I still love you, and not any less than the day we got engaged. The beauty of Love though is that its meaningless unless its shared. In fact if it’s not shared, I don’t know if it’s even still love. It can feel just as good, and it...
I just want someone who knows everything! Who I...
It’s how I was with you.. It was wonderful. Can’t wait to see it work coming from both sides in a relationship.
dreamsoffashion:
Bruno Mars- California Gurls
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Miles and Memories
It’s walks by goose feathers at 4am, up without sleep finishing projects.
Or a walk by JO’s and the hundreds of breakfast lunch, and dinner conversations that go with it.
It’s being near O-house. O-house gets me good, because it brings me memories of an open relationship and true love.
It’s a gallery we’ve been in.
A side walk we’ve stepped on.
Every...
One more before that sunrise - My biggest regret...
Those are beautiful memories. Some of the closest I have ever felt to a person. Thank you so much for this beautiful rosary.
Off now to see a beautiful sun rise!! Good morning...
haha good mourning unofficially. haha
A vary loud part of me wants to become a Priest.
I had never wanted children so much in my life. As sure as the feelings grew making me want kids I find a similar weird new calling. Maybe someday someone else might bring me to wanting kids again. I made promises to god about you that I’m afraid to break. I don’t want anyone else. I want God, he brought me to wanting you.
And it all seems so weird, coming from a physics nerd, a past...
You see how easy it is? You see how beautiful it...
All I wanted was to marry you inside the church,...
I’m sorry if I hadn’t learned them all yet…
The dumbest part is. Even I brought up abstinence...
Remember the week I refused to partake in anything with you? I wanted to to do right too… I was willing to talk about it… and willing to listen…. You were too weak and apparently never told me how you really felt and what you really wanted. and now i get all the blame. Their is no excuse, just as I asked you plenty of times to tell me if you thought your love was any less than...
Dear God Help Me. I'm to weak to do it on my own.
The beauty you showed me with her proved undoubtedly your existence. The same way it undoubtedly showed me I wanted the first thing I saw, smelled and felt every morning to be her. I wanted nothing more than to walk as her companion and equal through life, her perfect match, perfect equal, and permanent protector.
Love is not a science. Science is not perfect. God...
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You are either the best and cruelest liar in the...
I always fall for the broken ones.
I think true love is strong enough a force to cure any ailment. Maybe one of these days I’ll find that mutual true love. I certainly thought I had.
Who will love you? Who will fight? Who will fall...
And now all your love is wasted And who the hell was I? I’m breaking at the bridges And at the end of all your lines .
Singing this song keeps me going right now sometimes. I love it. It’s so beautiful.
All you have to do is ask. All you ever had to do...
No games, no secrets, no tests. You just needed to talk to me. Anything you wanted, all you had to do is ask. I cant read your mind, as much as I’d like to. I cant make you happy, if I don’t know your sad. I can’t give you something, if you haven’t explained to me what you want me to give.
I hate this. I feel you will never understand how...
I should never have stopped doing the things I loved. I hate advertising. I hate it so so so much. I hate so many things that I’m involved in over my eyeballs, because I knew they’d be good for us, they’d be good for you. Im left with a heaping mound of shit I was living with for you, great. I honestly will never understand. I could never run from you, it would break me too much....
TO MY FOLLOWERS: Please read.
This is not a sad, depressed winy blog. This is a blog of beauty, and strength and true love. This is a blog about facing and conquering all. This is a blog about discovering. This is a blog about everything that happens in my mind, ups and downs. I’m not going to live my life as some dumb robot whose measurement of success is how well the plug into the assembly line that is USA.This is a...
This is a bad habit you have that you need to...
We might have been broken, and damaged. That happens to people from time to time. I honestly cant think of a better person to walk through it with than you. Than that extremely powerful love I had, that would make me do anything. Anything, all you have to do is ask. All you ever had to do was ask. Your fear makes you run, boy does it make you run.
After 2 months, thank you for finally caring about...
It appalls me that you call me selfish and self absorbed. I might have issues, as everyone does, but selfishness with you wasn’t one of them. Their was one particular issue were I had a problem with that. Since the day I asked you to marry me every decision I have made was based on how it would affect you, your future, your happiness. Im not left with anything but the life you so thoroughly...
Your lack of trust has been made blindingly...
I love you.
I will always love you. I hope you see it, even if it hurts.
I want to live as an honest man. To get all I...
Reblog If you believe: Love, Learning, and Growth...
The worst pain in the world is putting someone...
and then. the reason they leave you, is because they are so thoroughly convinced you are selfish and put your own interests first.
I almost always put everyone before myself. It's a...
I’m not going to stop. I hope you can understand. It’s hard for some people to understand. If we’re in a relationship, I put everyones needs ahead, don’t think Im not putting you ahead of me because I’m not treating you differently than others. Everyone needs help, and everyone who willing to take it I will offer.
My love for you will never die. That will never be...
Good luck. I hope you figure it all out. I worry about you. I can’t any longer. If you ever decide you want my help all you’ll have to do is call.
Changes.
I wish Tupac could make a comeback tour. He’d be world famous today. People are starting to wake up. People are actually listening.
Everything is ok. :)
You make me feel like... →
If I was manipulative, truth is things would be...
The most manipulative people are the ones who you think so positively aren’t. They have the most power over you.
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Skinny Love Bon Iver
I told you...
